好奇 * 一叶

风车... 注定要随风吗?
大海... 不能永远和天空连成一线吗?
风... 的旋律谁听见了?
火... 永远只能火辣辣吗?
心情... 一定得随己之欲吗?
心思... 能永远随风而翼吗?
浪子... 能永远回头吗?
爱情... 不能全都是好结局吗?
友情... 承诺的约定不能永远被守护吗?
亲情... 不能只永远有快乐吗?
性格... 不能只固定一个吗?
毅力... 不能每个人都长久坚定吗?
他... 不能一直陪在我身边吗?
你... 不能只守护着我吗?
我... 能一直活在自我的中心吗?
雨... 不能一直傾盆吗?
云... 不能让我每天都摸得着吗?
烟... 不能只停留在手掌心上飞舞吗?
头发... 只能在你指尖缠绕吗?
等待... 需要相信吗?
这一切的一切... 都是定理吗?
... 还是注定啊?

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虽然... 这首很乱... 尽请原谅...
不过... 有答案请回答吧!
先此致谢.

我 不安 * 一叶

昨天
. . . 不安的心情涌上心头

痛苦
. . . 又不是 , 错乱吧 ?

感觉
. . . 我就站在你视线的尽头
. . . 就像天空和海连在一线之间

夕阳随时
. . . 就在一眨眼之间
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 消失在眼前

突然
. . . 你很耀眼
. . . . 我就在暗淡的角落 . . .
. . . . . . . . 折射你的光芒
. . . . . . . . 发出我微微的光 . . .

不想
打扰你现在的生活 . . .
. . 让爱的旋律缠绕 ,
. . . 穿插在你的脚间
. . . . . 弄乱你的规律 ,
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 就在那一瞬间 . . .

你的答案?? ...

看了藤井树的<<这是我的答案>>后 ,
我很想知道你的答案 ...
单单相信我会等你 ...
能让你安心吗 ?

也许 ...
但对我起不了作用 ...
是我差劲吗 ?
不懂 ...
我真的 不懂 ...

书里的最后一句是 :
[ 当我爱上她的时候 , 我会第一个告诉你的 . ]

那你呢 ?
迟来的答案 ...
我没有把握能接受得了 ...
我能只给你三个月的时间吗 ?
也就是spm后 ...
在你去ns以前 ...

当你看到了 ...
请回答我 ...
好吗 ?

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18/8 d...

early morning go tuition d... morning gt drop little rain...

nt little drops bt d rain very wen rou... din drop down heavyly til bcum running cats n dogs...

tend my idioms again d... beh tong nya... bu sama dia... BUU........



bt during ttn really rain heavyly leh... realy hope tat time gt d bravery 2 stand up in front of so many ppl n run out of d class n outside... juz 2 hav tat feeling under d rain drops...



ignore ppl's comment...

ignore ppl's scolds...

ignore ppl's dan xing...

ignore evry1's chun zai...



bt i'll nvr hav tat chance i think...



juz like cikgu yap said, u juz hav 2 walk up d stage n stand thr for a few second den cum down... tat 1 i oso nt daring 2 do already... so nonid 2 say stand up in front of so many ppl n ran out frm d class... nt saying tat i hate d class or nt wanting 2 attend d lesson... juz 1 2 ran out... tats all...



mayb...

1 day...

when u see my eyes...

n thr is no flash in it...

tat would b my thyroid tking over....

for my whole body...

my soul...

even my spirit...

although it is under d law of sumtin...

ignore...

my thyroid wil giv me strength...

n by tat time...

i'll made it...



hope u can see it...

5555~~~~

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

can ani1 tell me y me din kena ns????????????

my dad dun1 let me go leh...

gud news or bad news???
me dun1 noe lah...
i juz wanna go...!!!!!!!!

sicked 3 days d... out world miss me boh??
wormit 3 days...
din slip well 3 days...
head spin 3 days...
fever 1 day...
d worst is...
notin goes in my stomach 3 days d...

haiz...
my body line turn back in2 last time lidi d...
so... unhappy...

bye d...
daddy 1 cum back d...

spm good luck ooh...

no mood no mood!!!

arrrh.....
evrytin oso no mood hw 2 face d exam nxt wik????
2day play bball oso no mood...
study oso no mood...
listen story oso no mood...
wat ting can make me got mood???

so fan...~

ani help??? sos???

watever...
out is stil out...
wait til 21st bah...
nt time 2 get freedom yet...

gambateh 2gether bah...

cheer 4 jie ooh==== ^^

jiang ye yao guan!

haiyo... ppl punya dai ji she oso 1 2 care... juz ponteng once oni mah... dun like mah dun like loh... i dun hav ur blood in my body okay... u dun like mah dun like lah... i din force u 2 like woh...

u 1 2 kay por urself u kay por lah... dun touch my business... NEVER!!!

i hate tat so much... dun make me in2 a devil 1 day...

tat incidence supose 2 happen in a few year ago... b4 i acept Jesus Christ as my savior... althou already 3 years... doesn't means tat it has totally froze n broken in me...

i hav hatrate out of me bt d devil stil in me...
waiting 2 explode frm me 1 day...
waiting 2 ruin me 1 day...
waiting 2 kill me 1 day...
waiting 2 bluf me...
waiting 2 tell me tat my hatrate hav been install in2 my thyroid n now its time 4 it 2 explode...

b4 tat time cum... i shall went sumwhere else...
2 prevent hurting jie...
2 prevent hurting yin...
2 preevent hurting ling...
2 prevent hurting my brother n sister...
2 prevent hurting my sis...
2 prevent hurting my frenz...
n d most...
2 prevent letting my grandparents know tat news...
so tat i can stil remain my best impression in them b4 they leave me 1 day...
tat wil hurt a lot if they knew...
my mum...?
ignore n dun tell her 2...
coz she hav her family 2 work on...
dun ruin her n her life either...
so dun her 2...
2 prevent ruining her life style...

any1 left at d corner tat i haven't said?
i dun think so...
if there is sum1... sorry 2 tell u d truth...
u r nt in my heart...
nt even a place in my rank...

21st year wilb freedom year... BEWARE!!!
freedom hav eyes... it wil bring u 2 d death velley...
i 1 freedom bt i wilb d master of my freedom nt d salve...

... hao yu men oh ...

2day... teach zhao yin n yong lynn their tango loh... although i'm nt certifite 1... haha... bt sims pro enuf... hehe...



many work 2 do loh... 2moro stil wanna check 3 science subject 1 books 2gather... hope dun tiok me lah... pray 4 me oh...



after tis bio chapter... i really can teach n xplain 4 d kid in my bus leh... me like dai kah jieh in tat bus since form 1... stil remember d battle btwn form 5 n form 3 in bus... tat time duno TKN is poh kim's classmate... she very rude 1 leh... rude words all came out frm her mouth... after tat add more form 5 ppl 2gther battle wif 5 of us... fan zheng nt our fault... dun bother them lah... v juz like 2 sing in d bus sitting 2gather n laugh loudly n chickyly oni mah... like tat oso de zui tiok them... gt 2 call ear specialist came 2 check their ears...

haiz... nt much 2 say... g2g nw... bye..