so fan~~~

3 years d... y tis guy kip on chasing me??? hate... but good news 4 2day is... d bkue house win d bball match... hooray... d purple team play rough... speed... but i vote blue team coz got frens dare ma... best frens r in dare leh... i already btray quite sumtime d... not 4 tis time... so i skip choir half n hour earlier... sorry, choir...

listen 2 jie's talk... i felt so heavy 4 her... 2day she got tears rolling in her eyes oni... so jian qiang...
i muz learn tat kung fu 2... very useful 4 n xcuse... :p

really... i do 1 2 cry during d nite most lah... coz so many years d i cried during midnite especially... no1 heard me sobbing in my pillow... or heard my heart shouting out 2 d air... but tat 1 past by d... as ko~ said: 2moro is a new day... so, i muz take d challenge althou i hav thousands n thousands of unwilling 2... according 2 King Leonidas's said in the Spartan wars: 'There Is No Surrender.' [wil tat b 2 man 4 me???] [ignore]

...can I cry...

no mood 4 bball... no mood 2 hav fun... no mood 2 do my homework... evrytin cums 2 me in neutral mood... m I neutral now...? tat answer mayb yes.. if I say I hav releaze sum1 hu was important 2 me... but no.. if I say i hav nowhere 2 cry......

I really wan 2 cry out.. bt is juz nowhere 2 release...d pain.. d stress.. n d hate... ran out in d middle of a match.. making evry1 juz stared at me like they juz got electric shock.. n lose d match... juz bcoz me.... sorry my teammates... I can nvr b a good teammate.. dun evr trust me any more... I juz can't accept wat I hav done...

my dad lose his temper almos evryday now on... tis canot, tat canot... so headaching me out... tis morning, I told him I cum bek late evening... he is d 1 hu call me 2 come bek straight after schul.. juz now rang home n said: I no u 2day 1 2 stay in schul juz 2 hang around wif frens n playing around... is tat a matter 2 him... or is tat freaking him out 4 I'm gona caught by stranger...

leave me alone... change my schedules... trying 2 change my life style... u r winning!!! u win! n d price 4 d is d worst result I wil get 4 u... bcoz u duno tat I'm a left thinker! I nid dark 2 activate my mind... dun u try understand me more den shouting at me???

give me a break.. I nid peace.. 2 much tings in my mind... ko~, went 2 US d.. juz release sumbody frm my life.. I hav no1 2 talk 2.. xcept 4 jie.. but she got her problems 2... juz 1 2 cry by borrowing yin's shoulder.. or a dark corner, crying wif jie as i hav promise her... 1 more important ting is... dun make me 2 btray my frens, dad... I fil very very very(x n time) sorry 4 them... u alwaiz put me in a 2 junction, which is d ways i hate so!!! dun make it again. or I really duno wat colour will I be looking 2moro...

好swt的一天...

可恶! 今天英文节, 老师叫我们讨论presentation的资料.. 什么都想不到, 所以就拿出我《不用客气》的原稿出来欣赏... 又想到兆茵还没看, 所以就让她先看... 怎么知道! 那个家伙竟然拼命的和素玲合演这一幕.. 真是过分! 只不过是一句: 口里的口香被你吸尽 而已嘛! 竟然来个夸张的一幕, 害我们都笑了整天... 活该啊! 休息节, 伊惠和洁莹来找我.. 很高兴.. 但是我必须赶功课... 原谅我,洁莹... 一个叫我出去陪洁, 然后另一个又叫我回班... 真糟糕...

好辛苦...

今天的猫...压抑得好好好辛苦噢.......答应要告诉哥哥什么是猫....但却不懂要怎么表达...好危险..差点就......抱歉,哥...真庆幸我没发泄在你身上...没让你留下去美国以前的阴影..也抱歉...让你误会了我的用语...一路平安咯,我最帅的哥哥...

2day...teachers r so mad...

1st period: Mr. Gan[moral]
I close my eyes 2 kip my eyes from drying out, but he actually throw a mineral bottle which is full of water on my desk..juz 2 wake me up.so nuke! yet, i raise up in slow motion. evry1 was scared except 4 me n yin [she's d 1 who sleep]. she is very angry! i m d mangsa. well... i 4give his unknown. thank god.

next period till school end:
in conclusion:evry teacher in our school no this incident...so boring...nothing special but yet S5G is famous...again...[hey!not my fault!]

不用客气

上个星期 无比甜蜜
压抑已久的心情 现在成为甜蜜

一封信息 一星期后才回信
对你的感觉要变零

对不起 不用客气
一直挂在我两的话题

突来的消息 使你再次放不下去
给我的回忆 我会珍惜

最后的一期 是最后的甜蜜
拥抱着你 使我不想放弃
口里的口香 被你吸尽

庆幸
早来的自知之明
让我没那么伤心
但 今天的你
我不会忘记