别礼。离别

昨天晚上，有些累了。早睡了。半夜醒来，看见某人传来的信息。
“明天早上有空吗？可以见见你吗？”
“时间？地点？”

过了一会儿， 怎么还没恢复呢？该不会……
“你睡了吗？”
“没。大概九点，靠近你家。你建议，可以吗？”

得到老爸的允许后。
“就来我家吧。”
“好。”

电话响了。
述说了我家的地点后就挂了。

今早，七点多就醒了。真不像我。
于是决定继续睡直到八点才醒。
当自己都做好了东西，坐着等待的同时，就拿起《圣经》来读。
“早安。我刚刚出门，会迟到。”
“早。慢慢驾驶，别急。到了十字路口就 miss call 我吧。我出来接你。”
“好。”

那辆黑色的轿车停在路口，正犹豫该弯进去，还是要走直。
电话响了。

你就坐在我家里的客厅，跟我聊天。
说你要去台湾了。后天就去了。所以这算是我给你的饯行了。
头发长长了一点点。还是一样的身高，一样的魅力体魄。有点怀念呢。
聊了好多。头发，未来，回忆，家人，车子，跳舞，篮球，她，台湾……
真的很多。

真想后天去机场送别。我能肯定我不会哭。也许是因为，这不算什么大不了的事吧。也许对我来说，当你回来了，忘了我了，才算是一件有点大的事吧。

在你离开这国之前，我给的最后拥抱，就是别礼了。把这感觉带去吧。别把它忘在陌生的地方了。因为它会静静的掉下眼泪的。再会，朋友。

好久不见

好久没上来了。。大家还好吗？

最近都在忙学校。。忙到没时间上来了。。

我还好。。大家别担心。。我没得到健忘症。。

也就是说，我没把大家忘掉。。放心放心啦。。

哈哈。。

[ps:可是不知道大家是否早把我忘了。。=3=]

总之呢，我会尽我所能的抽出时间来回馈大家的关心了。。

尽量让大家知道我的近况。。



[ps:大家可千万别把我给忘了啊！！TT.TT ]

wat the..!#$%%^&**

i was thinking after tat accident..i think our government shud let us hv mor experience in driving b4 we go for d driving test n gt our license..ok la..i briefly talk abt tat accident i just met last friday morning..

a silver kelisa knock into my car when i came out from a junction..gosh..i was so shock tat time when i saw my car door being knocked..my car door was smashed in..

tat driver was a 'P' n so m i..but d different is i m older den her..she is a new bird tat just pas her driving gt her license n was driving to her KDU college..wat a richie..while me is consider an old bird tat i just need to wait for a few monthes den i wil gt to renew my license..

when i came out from tat junction i saw her way far..so i turn out..den came an uncle driving motor quite fast..vrooom...so i hv to slow down a bit so tat i wil nt knock him down..but den here came BOOM!!! tat freshie knock into me..

tat is a small road ok...nt high way..she speed like mad..GOD! i m already at my lane n i hv already cross d double line..which means i hv no wrong..after d BOOM,she drived away..i was sitting in my car like wat?! where is she going? is she gonna hit n run? if she run now den where cn i take down my evidence tat prove i m at d right side? den i saw her car park at d road side..den she called..so m i..but den i take down a few photos b4 i move my car aside..her parents came n talk english to me..i dun wan to bother them coz i just need to wait for my dad..

after my dad saw my pics n observe her car light pieces in d middle of d road..my dad said she was wrong..she step on petrol instead of brake when she is panic...i dun think she tried emergency brake b4..bcz she just duno hv to step on brake..her mum may argue tat she is at d straight line..tat is d oni point she has..i hv points to say tat she hit n run, she speed at junction, n she owe me duty of care, n she has already breach d duty n causes damage to my car which is foreseable..

so when coming to solution..her dad said we take both cars to workshop n repair..so my dad is fine with it but den they wan me to compensate for her lost...i was angry when i heard tis..its just nt fair..my dad fil d same..so my dad said nw thr r 2 choices..one, we go repair n we pay for own car..two, we go to police station to make report..her dad get mad..shouting angrily beside d road manifesting..den her mum was saying: "i dun wan my daughter to lose her license tat she just gt..i dun think u wan ur daughter to lose hers as well.." my dad answered her: "i dun mind tat..i noe hw my daughter drive..i noe her very well..." n her mum was like sudden nervous den she ans: "i noe my daughter too.."

den i talk in my heart: 'auntie u r so fake..if u noe her den y is she crying when my dad said she was speeding instead of slowing down..she dun even noe hw to step out emergency brake..u say u noe her den u r for sure d one tat pay for her to pas d test without real qualify..i dun mind my license to b gantung..bcz it is fair at least..the inequity of d law said tat at junction, sure straight line right..so wat? it is nt fair n it is under negligence as well..so at the end the judge wil held tat i pay for a few percentage of d lost n d rest she bear coz she was wrong too...shudn't b me to compensate all her losses..English Law says fair n equity..but at d end i pay her RM190 to end tis faster..God Be With Me...

back.. ^^

whoa..it's been a long time i din come d...did anyone miss me??i guess not.. xp

just finished my exam n my holiday plan is gone...so heart pain to say..T.T

i wn a longer time de holiday la...!!! 3 weeks holi nt enuf!!! gt to deduct one week for CNY sumor..n a few days for house keeping...n n a few hours everyday on road job [driver]..

haiz...
where gt time for me to cont write my novel leh...

so frustrated...

God, i need mor time la...holiday time nt enuf to use...but den sku time r long enuf to b fully utilised...

i wanted to write during OT but den i just can't make it n den fall in love wif my bed..rolling in my beloved blanket.. ><#

~~Thank You Lord~~ ^^

very long time din come le...

recently nt much thing happen...

my room has just changed a little bit d...everything very nice n neat now..duno hw long wil it last..haha...at last gt a personal mirror to use le...n i gt an additional cupboard to throw all my things in...surprisingly the cupboard is also full after i hv move all my staff in..haha...tis surprise daddy le...haha... ^^

yesterday thank god...my car stuck at sku car park...battery low le...thank god my car nt stuck in the middle of the road or stuck b4 i go to sku...praise the lord...wif tis incident i oni noe car battery gt different size de...all in my mind i tot car battery is standard size..haha..funny...so changed new battery d...daddy scold me for din check whether the batt is same size nt i oso thank god happily.. ^^

last sunday nite..i wash sherene jie jie seriously..but she seems very frustrated from d beginning i open my mouth..she ran away everytime i just open my mouth...wat de?! thanks god...i aldy gt rid of my anger much le...if nt, she sure gt wash wif the reason not respecting me when i talk to her..haha...thank god...volcano removed d... ^^

tis few days keep on raining...morning rain til nite..nite rain til morning...but today is a sunny day..yeepy.. ^^ ntn happen to penang too...i guess..haha...i just roll in my blanket everynite..so warm in there...hehe... sumwhere else gt flooded...but penang i din heard anything...news said wewil gt tsunami or wat eh..but thank god..ntn happen...coz we hv aldy break the yolk by praises to god...worship Him coz He is the only God...amen.. ^^

duno which day...sum1 name sl emo le...gt washed by sum1 name ling...n sum1 name gs oso kena..coz he lie to sl n sl so worried den tell me...i pray wif real heart but sum1 is playing wif lies...so i wil just forgive him...n thank god again...i hv no anger on tis... ^^

talk quite much to my jie recently...she gonna sit for exam d...add oil o my jie...hope she always gt flying colours on her results...n those ppl hu always cause disturb to her wil just dissapear in her life...coz she is mine... ^^

today daddy sick at home le...haiz...mayb eat too much curry d...haha...let him rest ba...he work very hard to feed us le...thank god...if no god, den i wil nt hv tis day..talking to my dad..stay wif my dad..every morning gt my daddy morning kiss...haha...n dinner sit tgt eat dinner...sumor every week go church worship god tgt...love u daddy...love u too my lovely god daddy... mkx.. ^^